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Moral-low Spirits-low and mood-lower then ever 2

Fri Jul 10, 2009, 1:29 PM

So, I've been away for three days. I was outside most of that time because I had to get away from home. The reason is that my mom's been asking for money lately so she could buy some pot. Top that off with the exhaustion from work and what do you get? A person who's at the edge and questioning on just going over it. And now, both me and my mom hate each other. I could use a little cheering up if anyone's willing to help.

Update: Okay, so it's been a day since I've been home and now my mom won't stop yelling at me. I swear, I'm just about to lose it if things don't change

Second update: Alright, so for awhile, I started to feel a little better. But now I'm beyond angry. When I came back home, I told my dad why I left and he was alright with it. All he said was "If you want time off you just gotta ask, don't just leave without a word." And I thought that was cool of him. But he told me that I have to work tomorrow since I missed Monday-Wednesday.....Just what I need, more stress

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Mood: Furious
Listening to: Bat country-Avenged Sevenfold
Reading: Fullmetal Alchemist Vol 1
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~CrawlerKat Jul 8, 2009, 4:34:53 PM

Hey, dude, life sucks a lot when you still have to live with you parents, especially in that kind of a situation. I hope it all gets better, and that eventually your mom can get over the addiction. Or maybe you'll be able to get away sometime soon.

Don't think of the worst, just... survive through it, and hope for a better future =3

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~Ray-Avalon Jul 8, 2009, 4:41:24 PM

Thanks, but it's sort of hard to survive through this when you realize you don't really have any friends, just people willing to shelter you so they won't be responsible for what happens to you

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~CrawlerKat Jul 8, 2009, 4:46:04 PM

Aw, that's so sad... Then again, being out of school and having a crappy job can't help much... Is there anyway you can just get out and enjoy yourself?

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~Ray-Avalon Jul 8, 2009, 4:48:01 PM

Not really, not until next month hopefully

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~CrawlerKat Jul 8, 2009, 4:50:23 PM

Well, then, only one more month to go =3 And then maybe you can reach a truely happy point again

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